Are you ready????

Are you ready???
This is a frequency question which I got lately...esp when exam is just next week...
My answer is...I have started revising...but well..never will be ready enough till I sit for my exam...

Today bosses asked me a question..."Are you alright Angeline?"
I kind of figure out why they ask so..
Cuz yesterday...I actually committed a mistake in my work...which surprises my boss and myself as well...I feel upset with myself for that mistake...
This is the 3rd mistakes I made within my one year plus in the company I think...till none is really serious mistake...
My bosses instead often turn around and comfort me as they know I take my mistake very seriously...which is good and bad in a way...
Boss told me.."Hey its alright...I am just surprised that you made such a mistake...becuz you are always very careful...Just thot wanna check with you..."
I told my boss..lately I cannot focuz..I felt very exhausted...perhaps...too much things going on in my mind..
having VIP coming in...on top of my work...I have so much planning to do...
and my exam is next week...trying to grab time and focuz in my revision esp when I have to OT all the way till one day before my exam...
I have not been sleeping well..couldn't relax...
Brain got over active...couldn't sleep in peace..so much thing going on in my mind...
Thus I told my boss I need to go home earlier after work...to go straight to bed..and he said okie..

And just before that yesterday..I was doing backup of all my working stuff saving a copy for my bosses..telling them in case one day God decided to call me back to heaven..they will still have the data to continue my work....
and I asked about insurance agent...hahaha..
So I guess they must be thinking..something must have happen to me...am I down to serious illness..hahaha...

I explained that men should always be prepared..becuz life is never a matter of AGE...sometimes in life...I will just feel that my mission might be done anytime in this world and might be called up to heaven anytime...
Thus..its always good to be prepared and leave each day as if its the last...thats why I will try to do my best in things I do..and try never to leave any burdens for others..

My boss agreed as in that way..we will always do our best and treasure, appreciate everything we have...
I am ready for life...and life after death...
how about you???
Are you ready?????

Exams revision

Its 2 weeks plus to my exam..
but my heart just isn't set in full revision mode...
Oh mine..
Lord pls help me...
Hee..recently my sis and I were so addicted in cooking....
We would cook pass midnite...
and wake up early morning and even rush home to cook...........
Sometimes...turning on 3 to 4 computers just to cook....
Why? Cooking with computers???

Haha...Nah...we are addicted to the Cafe World game in Facebook....
Everytime we have to rush into our cafe and keep watch that our cafe doesn't run out of food...and most importantly that our food are remove from stove in time before it turns bad......
And we will plan how to re-deco or re-design our cafe..buying new stuff to improve our cafe....
now...trying to adjust the time of cooking so that it will not affect our sleep...and importantly...I must learn to concentrate in my revision for my exam...
Jia you!!!!

Ekk....

Acceptance=Letting Go

I used to think in the past that Marriage is a form of security..
Only thru marriage that you finally belongs to someone and someone finally belongs to you and no other woman can take him away...

But as years goes by...
Looking at couples around me...happily married..then..divorce..
My concept of Marriage or security of marriage changed.

Marriage no longer ties a man or a woman to his or her partner for life.

Having a conversation with my boss over dinner..
We both agree that the Marriage cert doesn't tied your partners to you anymore.
In fact, sad to say..there are people around us who separates love & sex.
E.g. A loves his wife but have sex with woman B. He felt that there is nothing wrong about it since sex and love are separate issues.
I don't know how you feel about this but I am disguised!
To me, Marriage is holy as it could be..as Marriage is given by God.
Marriage bed should not be polluted..in any way.
Its the greatest insult to the partner when his/her partner sleeps with someone else that is not his/her legally bonded partner.
Where is the respect and the vow you made to your partner during the wedding ceremony?

Its sad to say if One cannot differentiate love from passion or lust...
To a point..Does true love ever exist? The only true love I know is God's eternal unchanging love. Its never affected by anything. He loves you not only as who you are but also loves you till the end!
To the extend that Jesus died for you and me on the cross to save us from our sins.

Again and again, the bible reminded us to keep away from adultery..why?
Because men (human) are weak..easily tempted and fells into adultery..
How many men can really resist sexy attractive women who threw themselves at them?
Women likewise falls for charming sweet talkers who melts their heart with sweet honey....and make-believe love.

I admire the courage of people around me who have the courage to step into a relationship..I guess the hardest lesson to learn in a relationship is that ...
at the point of acceptance..you must be ready to let go too...
letting go not just of the past to move into a relationship..but also..be ready to let go of this man who you just accepted into your life..
Why do I say so..because..no one knows what will happen in the future..
since nothing is guarantee..not even a marriage cert..the best way is...enjoy the moments of having each other...but do not live for only this person alone..live for yourself...be yourself...otherwise..should the day that one changes his/her mind...you would lost your direction in life..

Be a happy person as you can be..treasure what you have...be thankful for what you have...but do not think that your partner is tied to you or his/her life belongs to you now..cuz nobody really belongs to another..
You share your lifes together...be it good or bad...happy or sad..
but you still have your own life..

Courage makes a different!

Its human nature to avoid and run away from problem or unhappiness.
Many times in our life we often find ourselves in unpleasant situation which we chose to run away, hoping that the problem will die down or resolve itself.
Not sure if I am right about this..
but Man seems to do this often esp if they have an disagreement with his wife, he will just avoid the issue and pretend nothing had happen the next day.
Whereas woman (wife) most of the time would want to resolve the issue with her hubby to find out where goes wrong to fix it.
This many times makes we women really upset.
No wonder they said Men are from Mars and Women from Venus.

Talking about that...
even I myself...hate to find myself in situation which I have to solve..and many times..feel exhausted even just thinking that I have to solve it..and afraid that it might not be solved.
But I realised..the more I didn't want to face it or deal with it..
the more I am lack of confidence to handle it..
the more I feel stress about it..
I just need to force myself to go ahead..pick up my courage and deal with it..
who knows I might succeed...even if I don't...at least I try..
If not...it will only be a stressful 'WHAT IF' that never has an answer to whether its workable or achievable..

Conclusion is...
Be Courageous..face your problem..and even if it doesn't not work..you have gained extra experience in life!
If we chose to run away..the problem will always be the problem and hinder in our life.
Courage turns our problems into experience, knowledge and even success in life.

If you fail to climb the mountain, you will never discover the wonders on the other side of the mountain.

First step is never easy.
If a child is afraid to take his first step..will he even be able to walk for the rest of his life? Where has that courage we have gone to when we first learning walking..taking our step step to life?

Tho facing the problem might not necessary resolve it but at least you can give yourself a pat on your shoulder and say "Well Done! At least you tried! Otherwise you never know!"

Do by faith and pray, not by our own might. God see what we cannot see.
His plan is greater than ours. Like the 5 loaves and 2 fishes miracle which Jesus did. He fed 5000people with just 5 loaves and 2 fishes when his disciples thought they will never have enough to feed these people.
Jesus proved to them..nothing is impossible to God.
Not only was it enough..and they left 12 baskets of left overs from the 5 loaves 2 fishes after feeding the 5000 people.

Never say never when you have the Lord Jesus with you!

Like this beautiful display I have on my office desk..which writes "Life is full with Miracles! For nothing is impossible with God"

p.s. Just last night..I was feeling down..as one side of my car's window and door was not in working condition and I had to send them for repair this morning..
I prayed for the last time before I make my way to the workshop..and then..Miracle happens..God heard my prayer..and suddenly all can work again!

Praise the Lord! Life is filled with Miracle!
Thank you Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior!
Life is beautiful becuase You are here with me!

Does true love exist in BGR?

Today I asked a friend...
Does true love exist?
Does he believe in true love?

How does he know if his feeling towards his gf is love/lust/passion?

He said, the feeling he had for his gf and wife to be is love.
Because when a guy is after lust or passion...
he will only think of having sex with that woman and nothing else..
But for him..
he feels comfortable, happy and satify just to be with his gf.
I don't seem to recall any part of the man who have such a feeling with me..

It seems so far away...
I almost forget and give up believing that simple true love does exist.

From that friend of mine he said..his experience is..
don't think of it..
he and his gf didn't think they will be together...
it was not in their plan..
but it just happen naturally...
nothing like what we normally aim for those perfect date..

So in conclusion..love happens when its less expected..
Cheers!

What seems too good ..might not be real after all..

Last nite I met up with Journi..
Have a relax time by the pool drinking wine..
and chatting..

Actually asked a few more friends but..they were busy..
Journi and I had great time catching up...
and I told him that recently...I am experiencing something which is untrue..
sometimes I do wish that it could be true..but well...
most of the time..the guys failed the test I set for them...
my test proved them to be unreal...

So in conclusion...if something is too good to be true..then its probably isn't real..
May God continue to give me wisdom esp when making any decision in any potential relationship.

Love message

Have you ever written any love letters in your life?
When was the last time you read or wrote a love letter?

Its been history since I last wrote love letters..

Love letters are sweet and romantic...
it warms the heart even in a cold winter night..
it causes one to look forward with anxiety and excitment...
it melts the heart even tho you know somewhere in your heart that this might not be true...Despite all these...I am blessed to enjoy these unique moments...

Share with you here a love note from somewhere out there...
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Dear Honey

There are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with forever.

I make this promise to you my dear, to love you the way that you love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I’ll love you more tomorrow than I do today.
With all my heart I am forever yours.

Love Always and Forever
xxx
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and in return....
This love note was sent....
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Darling..
We have traveled life’s highway of twists and bends. As each day goes by you fill my heart with so much joy and delight and so much more. When I hear I Love You, I just melt into so much joy and thoughts of happiness. As I say I Love You and we close our eyes and open out hearts no longer will we be apart, in each other’s hearts. No matter what problems we may encounter in the future, we’ll get through them together, I promise.
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Hope you have enjoyed reading these romantic love messages..and perhaps..start writing yours to your love ones..this might sparks up some romance that was left in the past...

p.s. What you read above is not the exact version of the content of the love message of cuz..but well..more of less there..hee..

Are u Somebody, Anybody or Nobody?

Every Monday is our Marcom class...
Each Marcom class, we were supposed to prepare a presentation...
However....
this evening it seems that everybody thought that somebody would prepare the presentation...
and somebody though anybody could have prepared....
Thus it ended up that everybody was waiting for anybody to present except themselves..
When eventually nobody presented...all because everybody thought somebody would present...

So were you the everybody, somebody, anybody or nobody???
hee...so lesson learned is...

Nobody should think that somebody should present..and everybody should prepare...so that eventually anybody could present...

Some guys just doesn't get it..

I love this song which you hear..as you enter into this blog..
Its called Way back into Love...

A new friend of mine told me he got a shock by the music when he first visited my blog:)
Okie let's get back to the topic.."Some guys just doesn't get it"..

Well...I guess..it could be the other way round instead..that some gals just doesn't get it..(This could most probably be what the guys are thinking as well..)

Like the lyrics of this song...(listen and try to figure out what I am trying to say here..) This is exactly what I am looking for in love...
However..sad to say..most guys out there...or at least those I knew from the fb...
most of them are out for sex rather than love...
Well..what to expect from the website right?
You are probably right..although there might just be some exception...

hmm..in any case...the future is in the Lord's hand..which I believe...
eventually if the man is to be 'yours' which well it never does..
nobody will ever belongs to another person..this is a precious lesson I learned from reality..

"Whatever maybe maybe..."
haha..who knows..some day that some one special whom God has prepared for me might just accidently come into this space and get trapped here..hahaha...
just kidding..

May God blessed all the lovers in this world..that they treasure each other...
Love,
Angie:)

Something esp. for you

Hey guys,

In Order to thank you for your faithful reading of my blog..
I added some things especially for you...by the side..

Such as Cooking receipt (hee..esp for Sandra..since you love cooking receipt)..

Bible verse (Words for wisdom for everyone)

A search button to search for anything which I have written before in my blogs..or the website which I linked to my blog..

A Keep me update buttom which will inform you each time I update my blog so that you will not be disappointed coming in..seeing that I have not update my blog:)

Something for Coffee lover like me...

And the Pigeon shooting game is still at the bottom of my blog which you can see if your skill has improve each time you come visiting my blog..

Hope you guys will enjoy yourselves here..
Cheers:)